Sorry. Hang in there. I know it sucks and its looking pretty dim. I had to start a new biz in 2001 after being downsized and in the same week my best dog died, my Dad died, my car blew up, and I had to have a root canal ($). What I am saying is you will survive and it will get better. Hang in there. If your ever in the Phx metro area and want a day on the lake just let me know. I will try to help you out.
Dirga Driga