So I been drinkin an thinkin and well 2012 can officially kiss my ass. January my truck takes a shit,
Late april I lose my grandmother, last week day after my birthday i decided I need to put my best friend of 14 years to sleep because he can't get up any more, and i still havent done it because i cant bring myself to do it. I cry just thinking about it. My old mans loosing his house, going through a divorce and has gone back to drinking and he's the worst kind of alcoholic. And I find out today that my other grandmother has cancer in both her breast and both lungs and has a 30% chance. And to top it off moneys gettin tight with all these doctor visits and meds for my wife. Then theres the stress of having to find a place thats cheaper because my wife isnt gonna work after the babys born and moneys gonna get even tighter. I have just about lost all my wits and gonna fuckin blow.

The only positive thing keeping my head up is my wife,baby on the way and my little girl.

So like stated above 2012 can kiss my ass.

And my bitchin is done.......for now

Fat fingered from the phone- Corey

Try to keep your head up. Try to focus on what is important. I hope life turns around for you. Keep all those who love you close. Thats what i did and it is working out for me (almost lost house, suicide in the family, mom surviving chemotherapy, grandma had breast cancer, ex gf took my dog) hang in there Bud.

Try and keep your head up and stay focused man, think of the positive things  you have in life like your family, money will always come and go. We are thrown curve balls for a reason and what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Good luck brutha and maybe the last 6 months will turn around for you. Everyday is a chance to start over and tomorrow is not promised.

SoCalPSD
 I definitely feel for you. We have gone through a lot of the same stuff just in a different order. Recently I had to put my 17 year old German rot down because of the same reason. I was hoping he would go naturally because I couldn’t bring myself to make the call, but that didn’t happen. It was a very hard decision to make, but I didn’t want to watch him suffer because of my own feelings. It was the right thing to do. Things will get easer, just take one day at a time and make the most of it. You’re not guaranteed a tomorrow…