Omar, you're fine!
You're one of the kindest and most generous persons I have ever met. Stop beating yourself up for being a hornbag!
I think, maybe, I , and others here, have helped to put it in your brain that somethings amiss with my, and others, smart comments about your text messages, etc. and I apologize for that. (I know you're drawing from a much broader base than just this site, but I'm using what I know of you from here and in person as a guage.)
Was all in good fun, and I think we all, (I know I do) collectively, enjoy the texts and posts (and look forward to them!) in a sick sorta way, lol. We also share the enjoyment of chiding you on that. Looking back on the comments, yeah, some were a little harsh, and even, as Brad pointed out to me awhile back, outta line. Shrug it off.
Whats in MY closet, or anyone elses for that matter, might scare the hell outta people too! (I once thought to myself, what if I run for political office, what sorta crap could the press dig up? WOW! Ended those thoughts immediately!)
I think we're all perverts, just a matter of degree and admission, and I think it's healthy! (My wife didn't mind either, in point of fact she was almost as bad as I am!)
As long as children (And nursing homes, petting zoos, etc.............couldn't resist!) are not being violated, let it go,

You, on the other hand, have a way with words and expressing yourself that is second to none, and hilarious! And you're very open about your thoughts on things, lol. That is rare and not an indication, IMO, of anything wrong, quite the opposite, actually. In other words, we're all thinking it, you're able to say it and do it so quickly and in a way that is humorous!
Dunno if this helps, but I am not the communicator you are, lol.
Ray
BTW Just though of this. Were Cin still alive, and took this laptop to school as she always did, OMG the things that might pop up on her! lol.